Tag Archives: love

How women are never allowed to love

I’m currently listening to a lot of love songs. Not because I am in love or anything. But I am still getting over a rough year of romantic disappointments. I am listening to love songs because they are helping me … Continue reading

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when you fall in love and you’re a heaux

when i first began down this career path (yes i said that) i often heard that “i wasn’t made for this,” a friend and a client assessed. i asked my friend why she said that, and she said because i … Continue reading

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the loneliness of intolerance

there’s a loneliness to being strong and intolerable. sometimes you have to cry it out as you wonder to yourself, “could i have done this a different way and still be with who i love?” it’s been 14 days since … Continue reading

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Quotes that make you hit the floor

“But to not know if you are human, is to be sure you are a black woman – always loving something at the expense of yourself.” – Oompa I mean really. How is it sometimes people can formulate words that … Continue reading

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To conform or not to conform

About a week ago I was with some friends talking about a new business venture. One, that if it actually happened, would stand me to make quite possibly a decent living embracing my other skills. I was excited. During the … Continue reading

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3 lies men tell themselves…

Here is a link to a good read on how some men can get better connected to feminine embrace, get more sex and love. And be the desire of all the ladies. http://blackandmarriedwithkids.com/2015/02/3-lies-men-tell-themselves-that-keep-them-from-loving-her-better/ It’s a quick read. Go for it. BH

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Beautiful Lovers

Sometimes my clients make me so happy. Who says a sex worker cannot have meaningful sex with her clients! Well I sure never did.  A couple of my oldest clients who I rarely see saw me recently. One of them … Continue reading

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Tears of a clown

It’s sad I never got around to writing that new years’ post. I wanted to say thank you to all of the wonderful people that made living this life possible. Without the generosity of my clients I’d be nothing. I … Continue reading

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To Love

I wanted to be close to him. That’s what some of you don’t understand. It’s not that I need to have a boyfriend or be solely committed to someone. But sometimes a heaux like myself just wants to be close. … Continue reading

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Moments of love, but nothing ever lasting

I am the poster girl for the girls that become a heaux. Grew up in poverty, woman of color, single parent household, almost absent father and the list goes on and on. I’m also the epitome of the kind of girl … Continue reading

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