In an expected twist, because duh! Men will be men. A man who refuses to get a vasectomy, but preaches that women should be forced to give birth; ejaculates in woman, then conveniently finds that abortion is useful for his own personal agenda.

There is literally nothing more i can say about this. It would be unreal if it wasn’t real.


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Current shit stain administration passes bill for forced parenting

Oh look. Unborn potential humans are once again more important than live ones. In a sneaky stunt, the current shit stain administration let healthcare for living breathing children lapse, while giving the unborn the right to be born without the possibility of having healthcare. Grand. Good job Amerikkka. This culture of life we’re building is going to be filled with a lot of ill or dead humans cause they didn’t have the option to see a doctor.


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Niggahz swear that if they wear nice shoes and have slung in over a dozen pussies in their lifetimes, that they are the shit. When will men quit it with the short comings? I swear it seems as if all men have going for themselves is their dick.¬† And half of them don’t even know how to sling their dick properly. But they want to be chased, forgiven for some fucked up shit they said or done, and never give but always receive whenever they feel they deserve it.

I have said it before and I will say it again. I charge men to treat me like a Whore. I will be damned if I stand by and let some shabby mfka who can barely provide the place to fuck me, or could even follow through on a simple promise trreat me less than that. The free rides are over.

Pussy is earned. It is not your right.

With all that said and done, I went to Afropunk for the first time today. The Black beauty that I was surrounded by was astonishing. The Black men there were of some sort of erotic/exotic beauty like I have never seen. Just fuckin beautiful. In the back of my mind I wondered which one of them was out there giving some poor woman problems.

Boys are mean.

I mean, it’s baffling to me really. When men behave as if women’s pussies aren’t the magical portal to another universe that they NEED in order to function in this world. Like our pussies aren’t god’s fuckin literal gift that bought them in this world and helps them sustain. Like, our pussies, the all encompassing vagina, isn’t what makes them feel more like a man. They brag about gettting pussy to their friends. They feel like they’ve taken something from you when they get it without even trying. And they even try to force their dicks in our magical holes in order to take power away from us. So all the men of the world could kindly fuck off and recognize that the pussy is their life force. Bow down bitches. Without it there would be no you.

And even with all the knowledge of how magical and neeed the pussy is, men will still do everything and anything, subconsciously I suppose, to never get the pussy again. It’s amazing really. They talk their way out of pussy sending off some of the most vibrant non-verbal cues that makes my shit dry up like a dessert. then they, somewhere down the line, they want to know why. Why bitch? Like really?

All I am gonna say to that is y’all legitimately have to do better. Think better. Think progressively. Think selflessly. Be conscious. Cognitive. Be serious. Be thoughtful. The world doesn’t revolve around you and your basic needs. It doesn’t not cater to your unconscious misogyny. And that fuckin dissonance which shows in every morsel of your thoughtless actions. The world and the women around you are progessing and y’all stay lacking. And that shit is…tired. Aren’t you mfkaz bored already?

I am not, (and no woman of any virtue should), go out of her way to convince a man that she is worthy of trying for. Why? With the effort never comes a reward. And it’s easy to see because y’all are never half shit. Y’all make zero effort to even be a person of your word and you want the graces of what’s between our legs? AND all our energy around it?

I am rambling.

He asked me one day, “do you like men?” And I was greatlly offended because to me, it was evident that I love men. But man I am tired of y’all lazy shit.



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Side-eyeing this outrage

Y’all. I have half a piece written on the organized and legalized hate riot that spewed in Charlottesville days ago. It’s just too much to deal with, so my words are just sitting there, waiting for you to read.

But I have enough raw emotion to write this quickie right here.

Something came up on my newsfeed not too long ago that sparked it:

Why did Charlottesville wake you up but not Ferguson?

And to that it’s a simple answer. It did not affect White people.

The faux unity is cute. It makes for good headlines. Let’s other countries look at us like we are finally uniting for a good cause. Makes house niggaz think that White people aren’t racist afterall. And it even makes White people feel like they’re standing for something. Even though that something is really just them.

See the thing is this. I am glad to see Black and White people marching together for the sake of tearing down White supremacy. It’s almost tear jerking seeing the comradery as all races and ages stand together on the front lines tearing down statues and spraying Nazi’s with fire. That shit is what good TV is made of. I don’t mean to make light of the situation, but prior to seeing this question I really was thinking: Would White people honestly be out there marching like this if a good sum of them weren’t affected by this?

I mean if memory serves me correctly, when Blacks are standing out on the frontlines marching because our Black lives were lost due to state sanctioned violence, and by the hands of anti-Black POC; I just don’t remember ever seeing this much White people trying to tear down those racists structures the way they are now.

I want to be completely happy for what is currently happening in this country. But in the back of my mind all I keep thinking is: When the dust settles will White people go back to upholding racial biases against Blacks? Like blame us for our own death no matter how much proof there is that it was racially motivated violence? Will they go back to denying us housing? (I mean that’s still happening now but that is for an entirely different discussion.) Will they go back to paying us less? Eliminating us from the game before we can even play it? Erasing us from our history or appropriating our shit while telling us we ain’t shit at the same damn time?

The thing is, I don’t believe that the only White people who uphold racist ideals are the ones wearing the proverbial hoods screaming “Jews will not replace us!” I think they are the ones that smile in our faces. Latch on to us because Black is cute until you gotta care about a Black life. The ones that support establishments that have systematically excluded Black bodies from their spaces. The ones we work with, eat with and laugh with. The ones who say dumb microaggressive shit like, “I didn’t realize you were Black!” Like that colorblind nonsense is anything more than denying someone their Blackness, and right to exist as such, and be recognized and respected as such.

See the thing is, what’s happening now on the one hand is progressive as fuck. But on the other hand I just don’t think that once the dust is settled we all gonna be on some kumbaya shit. I think when it’s all said and done there is still so much more work to do in order to break down and unpack the layers of racism that lies beneath the surface of this blood stained country. I think White people who feel they are exempt from this conversation surrounding race and how they contribute to acts of violence against Blacks and POC, need to take this as a learning moment and be prepared to undo everything that has been embeddd in them since before birth to fix this tragic shit.

I am so tired of this country and it’s antics. In my lifetime this is the first I have ever seen of us coming close to an uprising. I have been waiting for it. It is long overdue. But even though my wish is sorta kinda getting granted, I am still side-eyeing the shit out of it cause I’m like; this is some literal bullshit.

Half you mfka ain’t neva give a damn about being on the frontlines til you realized that your skin color won’t save you from the wrath of domestic terrorism by the hands of White nationals who are ignorant to their core, and are proud of how inherently violent they can and will become.

This country was built on that. Sometimes casualities will look a lot like the people committing acts of terrorism, even though their beliefs are different. That’s part of the breaks in war, when you are trying to win.

How does it feel though?

Too many of you didn’t listen when Black and POC have been telling you that this is a problem in our daily lives. Y’all shook as a mfka, but honestly we have been use to this. If it took now for you to take any form of action against racism and bigotry in this country then you been apart of the problem. And this collective anger may spark some change but you’re gonna have to do a lot to convince me you 100% give a fuck and will do the work it takes to dismantle this shit. I mean it’s cute and all what y’all doin. But how long will it be before you go back living in your gentrified homes, eating your designer mayonaisse, pretending that Black people ain’t out here getting stomped on by the system with no end in sight?

Look, if you’re White readin this and thinking #NotAllWhitePeople, you are exactly what I have a problem with. If you are indeed not one of them, then now is the chance to start doing the work to tear apart these systems that devalue our lives. Not just by killing us physically. But by denying us access to meet even our most basic needs. Racism isn’t just about marching with torches with the fervor of wanting everyone dead who doesn’t look like you or shares your bigoted values. It’s about how you deal with Blacks and POC on a day-to-day to give them equal rights to live and exist just as you.

Capitalism will probably never make this a reality in this country. And tearing down Donald Trump and these KKK enthusiasts is only the beginning. The entire system needs to be destroyed from the top down. Blood has to be shed. You have to be willing to become incredibly uncomfortable. The truth is in your actions. And if your actions stop even a foot short then you ain’t about this life. The revolution is not about convenience. It’s about being greatly inconvenienced. And no, peaceful assemblying will not save you. This country was built on violence. And in order to turn it around, it’s going to have to be done through violence.




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Otto Warmbier

so it’s like, your friends said to you: don’t go see this guy. he is a known serial killer. if you go see him he will kill u. then u go see him anyway and he kills you. For the Otto Warmbier sympathizers.


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Surprise bitch! Sex Workers are NORMAL!

So today I came across yet some more tragic shit talking about sex work being passed off as some educated think piece, when it’s really trite rhetoric that serves no purpose than to continue to stigmatize sex workers and their lives.

This trash came across my newsfeed and by the looks of the links under that lazy diatribe, they are very much into the repressive language that keeps stigma thriving in this business. Yes, I called it that.

So, according to this, BULLSHIT, normal people do normal things but we should be shocked by it because these same normal people also have sex. The mothafucka that wrote this seems to think that what? Prostitutes don’t attend school? And who in the hell gave money for this “study”? Don’t even answer that, I think we already know.

This garbage write up continues with these risk factors that it seems only child prostitutes in Israel share. From physical and sexual abuse, bad relations to their parents, drug addiction, crime and dropping out of school. Then they continue to state the fuckin obvious, that [underaged] prostitution isn’t done for just money, but for drugs, housing and economic support. Has this jackass ever heard of marriage?

The language and shotty “research” in this piece is stigmatizing beyond all hell. Reinforcing bullshit beliefs that prostitutes couldn’t possibly be interested in more than being prostitutes. They accusation in this piece was that the workers don’t go to learn they go for an escape. OOOOOK. Are we missing the long historical point that prostitutes and other ladies/persons of the night have always been some of the most educated people you could ever meet?

Most of the girls used drugs. Define drugs? Pharmaceuticals or weed? I need to know what drug this crap research is talking about because there is no mention of it. And I got news for the person suckered into writing this mess, prostitutes, underaged or not, are not just the only ones that sleep for food, clothes and shelter. Some people stay in [other]shitty abusive relationships just for this very reason. Could this piece be also stating the obvious, that persons who sleep with other people for survival could potentially also be considered prostitutes? HMMMM. Watch your back folks. The partnership you are in is actually an act of prostitution. *TOLD YA!*

And I want to hear these girls tell me, unscripted, to my fuckin face, they spend the money they’ve earned quickly because they saw it as “dirty money.” Before and after my heauxing days, any money I got I spent fast and it wasn’t because I thought it was dirty. It was because, I NEEDED TO BUY THINGS. And when you live in poverty, as it seems these girls do and are doing what they need to to survive, when you get money you tend to spend it quick, CAUSE THINGS NEED TO BE PAID FOR. WTF! Who are the brainiacs that got involved with this shit???

Seriously the money spending part of this vomit is where I realized, the mothafucka that conducted this study made some, if not most of this shit up. He can’t be trusted.

I wonder, did this asshole ever look at other studies of women who do not live in impoverished  homes, rated the level of abuse they receive and if these abused girls tend to go back or are they more capable of taking of themselves because of their higher social status? Even though they are just teenagers?

I got news for everyone reading, sex workers young or old go to school because they want to learn. Sex workers always have been and always will be educated people, not because they are sex workers, but because they are fuckin human beings who want to learn. We are not just sitting around waiting to rub dicks! Most women in your lives have been abused physically, emotionally and psychologically. I reckon men as well, because the word is fucked up and people abuse each other. Different reasons arise for why someone is abused, but stop beating the world in the head with this sad hoe trope. Those who get abused don’t just automatically end up in the sex trades. Abuse is not just magically something that happens to us. It happens to damn near every fuckin person alive. So shut the fuck up with this lazy “research” already.

I have a question for these wanna be save-a-hoes: When you conducted the research with the girls that come from these poor families, did you offer them money for their time? Or did you think, like most people do, that they are not worth any money for your time, because afterall you are conducting research. I mean there is the high likelihood that money was given to the persons that were in control of these studies. Did you all spend it to fulfill your basic needs? And then created these dangerous responses. Or did you offer it as compensation to the girls that sound like, they actually need this money? Was housing, counseling, food, clothing or any other form of economic assistance offered to the poor subjects of this study or do you just enjoy making it seem as if women and girls who end up in this trade because it is a viable means of income so they can live in this crazy world, be shamed more by your brainless study?

I mean, I am legit just curious.

What was the sole purpose of this study other than to seem edgy and like you are caring because child prostitute is a hot topic these days?

This bullshit write up, which is now available on the world wide web, just adds fuel to the fuckin flame of the mindless population to believe that sex workers are poor, dumb and abused souls who won’t even get an education because they desire to be educated.

This study is straight trash and I think needs further investigation. We have all heard and seen this data before, somewhere, to some capacity, no matter where we live. In the end it’s all the same. Women in the sex industry are sad and need help. And when you are in a position to help, like, offer money for a study that is going to further stigmatize us. You just turn a blind eye, smile at your pen and paper and wonder why we are in this life.

I hate this fuckin vague ass piece (which won’t even cite the shit person that “helped” with this trite shit, working at an organization not mentioned. Wouldn’t the at risk youth want to know who the organization is that could potentially help their asses from their sad prostitiution lives?) I hate thiswith a fiery burning passion. This crock of shit has FURTHER INVESTIGATION written all over it. Get this shit off the internet.


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How women are never allowed to love

I’m currently listening to a lot of love songs.

Not because I am in love or anything. But I am still getting over a rough year of romantic disappointments. I am listening to love songs because they are helping me to relax as I sit on my caffeine high an’ shit.

And as I am listening to one of the greats, Rihanna, sing about Same Ol’ Mistakes; it’s making me think about something: Damn. I am never allowed to love. Not by the men who continue to reject my advances of giving them my heart, but by society. My friends. My associates. Everyone has a fuckin opinion.

The new trend in dismissing my feelings has caused a hiatus between me and my sister wife. In response to a love affair with another far away man, she expressed her disappointment by saying “you can’t find someone that’s closer to do this with?” I was taken aback and tried to address the commentary civilly, but was accused of “attacking everything.” I guess we can only support friends who are upset about being hurt by failed love if the love interest lives around the corner. Otherwise, support retracted. Save the hurt from disappointment and high hopes for the locals hun. We all know true romance can’t happen when people live far from each other.

In my 20s if I met him on the bus, because he was driving one, I was told I didn’t have any standards. I’d date anyone.

Met him while walking down the street, while doing laundry, at the club, ’round the way: I should have known better than to be meeting men like that. There is a way to do this and that ain’t it.

When he was closer to me, I was asked to get over it, cause you know, I am better than that. I mean, I am. But can I grieve?

If I fucked him too fast: I was a slut and needed to “stop giving up my stuff!” Clearly I had ruined potentially great relationships by thinking having sex with a man was something we both wanted and could mutually share. Boy was I wrong.

If I tried to keep it my pants: he would get upset with me and leave. But not before insulting me. One guy, whom I knew for several years prior to us attempting to have sex, got so upset with me he started calling me the slut. “She is as easy as ABC, 123.” We never, ever had sex.

A doctor: I was out of my league.

Young: I should have known better.

Married: The invisible paper says you can’t break through the barrier.

Found out he was in a relationship and it crushed me: You have shitty taste in men. Why do you keep choosing these men (that exist in astronomical numbers and are incredibly hard to avoid meeting?)

One night stand that you just didn’t want to waste your time on, cause you know how this goes: Aw you shoulda tried! And get my fuckin feelings hurt again! nah. Then I am accused of giving up rather than, I don’t know, reading the fuckin tea leaves.

And one of the great kickers was hearing I had issues because anytime I needed some healing and guidance was because of heartbreak. I mean the nerve of me to love freely, openly, without judgment and expect love and respect in return. And when I don’t and it crushes me, I have salt rubbed in my wounds. I should have known better than to love. Silly human girl.

And if he was a client: I crossed the line of no return. Cause lord knows the men that walk into my room for love and sexual pleasure are completely off limits! There is no way my stone-cold robotic heart should even look at these people as humans even if I connected with them on a human level.

Too poor: Why you keep picking these broke mofos? I mean I thought love was an important factor. SIGH. Struggle love isn’t cute and I am way over this one myself.

He got money: Better have your own. And these money men are a force to be reckoned with. Play your cards right or get played. They got money. They don’t have time for you.

Too many abs: I mean girl. Look at how many abs he has. He is way to focused on that body to be concerned with you.

One isn’t a lonely number. I flourish in one! But it amazes me the different ways and types of men I have tried to love and was never able to get it right. But more importantly wasn’t allowed to mourn the failure with some sort of judgment coming form one way or the next. It’s interesting when you look back and think about it all. If you are not allowed to love anyone, but the one person who is suppose to be the magic one, then why did all these other mfkz come in the picture for?

Better yet. How is your utopia? Why the fuck are you behaving like it’s such a bad thing that I love? Sometimes I love good. And sometimes I love bad. Well, I can’t say I’ve loved good almost ever. But am I not worthy of even the effort. Sheesh.




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VIDEO commentary: YT woman who impersonates WOC scammed us all

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Cop rapes sex worker in NYC then arrests her


In case it wasn’t clear. Cops are allowed to lie to, entrap, then have sex with prostitutes. After having sex with these prostitutes, on your taxpayer money nonetheless; these same cops then arrest said prostitute in the name of breaking the law.


Let this sink in deep into your subconscious for a minute.

A cop. Hired and paid through taxpayer dollars to uphold the fuckin law. Is allowed to solicit sex through means of lies and coercion from a prostitute, then have sex with the worker. Then after ejaculating on your money, arrest, and jail the sex worker after.

I mean what can we expect when these are the same people allowed to kill another human being that poses no threat to them and get off, always?

Does this not ring familiar to some of your dating nightmares where say, a guy you met gets sex from you by lying? Then after he is done fucking you, calls you all types of sluts and bitches? Or even tries to pass you on to his boy? Or any other misogynistic shit that this toxic patriarchal society can come up with to degrade women and make them pay for having the nerve to have sex.

No question about it. If you feel the anti-sex work culture that the U.S. embraces is not about the hatred for women and women having agency over their bodies, you are a part of the problem. Here is the situation that just took place recently in NY. I included a quote from a social media friend that sums up the hypocrisy of the sex-crazed culture we live in. On one hand being a slut is embraced to some regard; so as long as you give it to men when they want it. (And of course so as long as you don’t let them work for it). On the other hand, if you decide to take that same slut behavior (that men really crave, want and desire) and get paid for it because why get fucked for free when you have bills?¬† American culture predominantly has an issue with it.

#AmIRight real housewives of America?

Fuck. Two friends and community members were entrapped and arrested by an undercover this weekend AFTER completing their session. This is info from the one who’s been released, the other is still in jail with no bail yet posted:

“NYC Sex workers should be aware that there is an undercover pig or C.I. rapist targeting FS sex workers off Backpage. He said his name was “Thomas Carvan” when we screened him but since he wasn’t our arresting officer, I haven’t been able to obtain his real name or badge number. He had us email someone who called themselves “Lucy Luxe” who had apparently seen him before and vouched for him. Please be careful out there!!”

So, you know, if your weekend includes edgy fun slutty activities or performance and media depicting SWers keep in mind that there are still very real consenting adults in the world doing these jobs who will not be getting to enjoy the ability to do those things and that there are people out there actually getting paid to seek out, assault and imprison them.

This post is not public, please copy and paste if you wish to help spread this info. #freebambi #norapistcops

If you’d be interested in contributing to the funds to help support Bambi, her release and obtaining legal council, please donate to This is the grassroots sex worker organization that Bambi and others founded and work on to support sex workers in need. They have had to help me one or two times to get out of a jam. You can follow updates from @RedUpnyc on twitter as well, as they have been tweeting heavily about it.

Since Bambi and her organization have things already set up, myself and The Black Sex Worker Collective won’t be taking donations for this at this time.

These arrests impact the lives of these people that do this work. This work that you callously joke about. And talk about as if you can just drop your education or day time jobs and just do because society has taught you that somehow this work is easy. If it were easy all of us would be rich. If it were easy we wouldn’t suffer from burn out. If it were easy there would be no sex worker rights movement asking you to respect our work, our lives, and stop assuming this work is easy because you are a lazy lay.

When sex workers get arrested it ruins our chances of getting housing and disrupts our basic needs for survival. We become targets for discrimination because how we choose to use our energy, through consent, is vilified and disrespected. Our rights to see and care for their families, who, believe it or not, is the reason why many of us do this work, are infringed upon. Imagine losing your right to live and be with and take care of your family because you would rather be paid for a service that society thinks you should give away for free?

State sanctioned rape should not be acceptable because you think sex is a right owed to you. #enddemandnow #norapistcops Sex work is about you as an individual to have the freedom to do with your body as you please. You may not agree with the work, but this isn’t about whether or not you want to do the work. If you don’t like sex workers, don’t hire us or become one of us. But you should respect us.

State sponsored rape should be a crime. If it can happen to us. It can happen to you.


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